The Day My Beautiful Oso Took Her Last Breath: A Pet Memorial

May 3rd, 2004. The day I gave one of the most unique friends I have ever had the pleasure to love back to the Lord. My beautiful Labrador dog, Oso.

Update: Oso actually lived nearly 15 years and 6 months! I can’t believe it. A close friend just found her birth certificate and I checked it for her birth date (Dec. 9th, 1989). She is a year old than I originally thought. So that makes her 108 years old. Wow. Thanks for hanging in there just for me Oso.

Roger ran up the weather beaten stairs of my little bungalow like living quarters and called out to me in a panic to come quickly. My heart was immediately in my throat intuitively knowing it could only be one of my dogs in serious trouble for this retiree to get so worked up. Roger confirmed my concern by relating what he saw. “Todd, Todd something’s wrong with Oso. She keeps falling over when she tries to walk!” I had my shoes on in 5 seconds flat as Roger talked in an unfamiliar pinched voice. He knew how close I was to this dog of mine. Strangely, it was he who graciously gave Oso to me nearly 6 short years previously as he knew I loved her and could take better care of her. Roger and I took a quick glance from the balcony down at Oso as we spoke. “Todd, you gotta get down there and give her some water quick and wet her down. Get her out of the heat.” No doubt, this was an extreme emergency.

As chance would have it, we broke some heat wave records that week and this happened to be the worst day in so many months I can’t even remember the last time it was that hot. I believe it was 102 degrees in Brea, and we are up in the dry hills to boot. My poor Oso. I knew with just that quick glance that she had suffered her second stroke in 4 months. I raced down the stairs and through the gate blowing pass my Golden Retriever Tabby standing still in amazement. In retrospection, I can only wonder if Tabby had tried to help Oso out by attempting to waken our lazy attention on this blistering hot day. I can only wonder if Tabby was crying aloud in their dog pen, begging for help from someone….anyone to come to her best friend’s aid, Oso. Yes, I would like to think she did and more and that I just didn’t hear her.

I sprinted up to Oso, kicking dirt in a frantic scramble as she wavered back and forth before I scooped her heavyweight size body into my arms. I looked into her eyes to find what I had feared-darting, even dancing eyes that shot back and forth. Oso, was in the midst of her second full blown stroke while her Papa relaxed in his bed from a late night of computer research completely unaware. I hold myself 100% responsible for putting her through the pain. I should have had my butt up and out of bed checking to see how the dogs were getting along in such blistering heat. I had *absolutely* no idea whatsoever we were in for such a scorching swelter. That’s no excuse! We pet owners must be cognizant that our animals are very susceptible to drastic changes in climate. The whole week was hot. I don’t have a leg to stand on. I should have been there for my Oso earlier. No excuses.

Her body was stiff as a brick and her tongue hanged out so far my own jaw dropped with anguish. I hobbled up the stairs to my living quarters and smashed through the door accidentally as I prepared to unleash my clenching grip on her incredibly rigid body. We both collapsed onto the living room floor. I called out to my housemate in the shower, “Get her some water and a sheet. NOW! Oso is having a heat stroke! Moments before she was standing up, crunched up into a tight stance and breathing incessantly.” Bless my housemate, she was both extremely concerned for Oso and at the same time quick to bring the water. Thank God, Oso didn’t drop into a coma, collapse and die on the spot. This dog was a fighter, the likes I have never seen before! I spent the next 1 hour feeding her water and wetting her heat soaked coat down with cool liquid. I massaged her when I felt she started to “come back” to me and show some alertness.

Then one of the worse conversations of my life ensued over the next hour and a half. It was torture and you pet owners know what I went through if you have ever contemplated the prospect of euthanasia for a loved one. “Should I? Or should I not? Was this the appropriate time to
let Oso “go?” Was her brain affected in a way that would keep her unable to balance and feed herself?” She was 14.4 years old. 100 on the dot in “dog years.” She suffered a stroke nearly 4 months earlier and Oso and I executed her comeback with The Lord’s help as a team. It worked! She had suffered a similar blow late one night when I discovered her falling down repeatedly. I’m convinced her behavior and actions were identical to today’s. Oddly, they were in the exact same location as she aimed her body toward the comfort of her dog house only 3 feet away. Both times unable to transcend that gap. Strokes can do that. The first stroke, although somewhat severe and unequivocally linked to the second, allowed me to test the transmission of brain signals to her muscles via limb movements and ultimately unassisted walking. She would repeatedly fall down by herself just after that *first* stroke. What was really strange was that she would always fall in a motion that made her head contact the grass first. Strange, and definetly another potential problem and future challenge in and of itself.

I had told my housemate and Roger, the former owner of Oso, that I would let her “go” just as soon as *OSO* gave me the signal. Not when others felt that she is too old, but when *Oso* decided she was just too old to care about going on with life. That I would let her go just as soon as she didn’t hop around when she knew it was time for her massage. Just as soon as she no longer went “bonkers” when Tabby and I came back from our walks to meet Oso comfortably waiting for the two of us. Just as soon as she didn’t take delight in eating her raw meat and snapping bones like peanut brittle. I told everyone that I would let her “go” just as soon as she darn well wanted to be let “go.” And not a moment early. Would you let a love one “go” like your mom or dad simply because they breathed heavy, didn’t have the strength they used to, and had difficulty walking and running? No of course you would not. Because they still got their brains, for crying out loud! Likewise, if in my opinion I felt Oso’s cognitive ability was still functioning fine and she was not otherwise in considerable physical pain, then she would remain an integral part of our family until she said otherwise. Just the night before she passed away, I had found my old pal Daisy running around the neighborhood. I called her over and she happily jumped into the car for a 5 house ride to my place. I wanted to show my housemate this funny Boston Terrier I had mentioned from time to time. After I let Daisy run down the stairs and pass the dog pen, Oso erupted into a series of barks at Daisy. I was both surprised and proud. Oso really was never much of a barker. But she was occasionally compelled to when she wanted out to see what another dog was doing moseying around her yard. This just goes to show myself and others that care that Oso was in fine shape both mentally and physically just the night before she passed away forever.

I had told my housemate for the last two and a half years that if she (my housemate) really thought Oso was ready to go, to tell me. Obviously I was admittedly very biased and wanted to keep Oso with me for as long as possible. But if my housemate truly though Oso would be in a better place than here on earth with her Papa Todd, to tell me honestly. Fast forward to December of 2003, her 14th Birthday, I actually said out loud that Oso would probably only make it to her 15th birthday. That I couldn’t foresee anything further for her. But if she hit 15 and continued to have joy in her heart, that again I would happily continue to wait longer for her exit signal. After much contemplation and a lot of tears of sadness, I had made the decision. Actually, my housemate for the first time ever gave me “the nod.” She felt Oso was ready to go. I looked into Oso’s darting eyes after she had calmed her breathing and talked with her for a long time. Asking her what she felt and what she wanted. Of course, I only had her body language to work with.
It was excruciatingly difficult. Once again, just as we had together orchestrated a comeback from her first stroke, I felt The Lord breath new life into Oso. Her tongue was completely back into her mouth. Her mandible was completely closed and she breathed cooled air quietly through her nose. Her heart beat also became somewhat regular.

Yes, again my great Oso bear was battling back, but much quieter this time. Or was she? It is very difficult for me to relate all the range of emotions I went through and in the chronological order they occurred. Suffice it to say, the whole event was so surreal and scary it is still difficult to grasp everything that happened some time later. I had been reminded by two overwhelming facts that in the end shaped my decision to ultimately agree with my housemate. 1. Oso was 100 dog years old. And 2. Strokes, although they affect and involve a myriad of tissues including muscles, they can and often do have wide sweeping affects on the brain’s ability to function properly. I had often felt Oso was always up to the challenge with respect to any physical challenges she started to face in her last 2.5 years. It was #2 that closed the door on this remarkable dog’s long, beautiful life that had started way back with the inception of the 1990’s.

The decision to let her go was in a sense made up for me. We were both just too darn concerned that her brain may have been affected too much this time. After Oso’s first stroke it took 2 weeks of massage and using my magnetic pulser to encourage her head to align straight on her neck and shoulders. It would take another month of manually working together to deter her body from wanting to fall over after walking for several minutes straight. Shortly after that she was back to her trademark bursts of energy that would see her run across the lawn. But this time, May 3rd, 2004 was different. My intuition had told me even previous to the second stroke that this very well could be Oso’s last year. Refreshing my memory just how long it took Oso to recover from her first stroke, well it was a sobering thought I rather not think of. It was very hard. As it would be for anyone who was about to lose a best friend they had relied on in the best of times….. and in the worse of times. That was my Oso and Tabby. I could ALWAYS depend on them to listen to me as long as I needed to talk. To pick me up when I had fallen. And to encourage a smile in me with something silly they’d do when only moments earlier I had been wearing around a frown all day long. My Oso and My Tabby could do that. They could make me forget about reality, forget about all those life challenges that I simply didn’t think I had the strength to endure.

My gracious housemate made the calls to the Vets in order to schedule euthanasia for Oso. I just couldn’t talk on the phone and asked if she would be kind enough to also answer any of the questions the Vet had if presented when we arrived. I was in no shape to talk in a comprehendible manner. I was also reminded of something I had wanted to do this very month.I wanted to take a new picture with Tabby and Oso as well as myself to use as a promotional flyer for my pooper scooper business as well as on my website. I had it all planned out.
We would use the backyard, I would where a Tuxedo (my company name is The Poop Butler) and the dogs would be positioned by my side. Sadly, that pictured would never be snapped. I had only wanted to honor Oso, but instead I took some very fast, last minute photos downstairs to remember her by before we ushered her off to the Vet. Although her head was tilted to the right, which is common after a stroke, we were able to snap off a few photos. My face looked very swollen and my eyes looked like they had seen 15 rounds. I haven’t seen the photos yet, and can only pray that at least one or two show Oso & myself looking happy. After a stroke? In 103 temperature? I know it sounds like I’m “out of my cotton picking mind”, but if anyone could look happy in this dire situation, Oso just may have been that very dog. I’m just too shocked by the whole event to develop the pictures right now. It doesn’t matter really. What does, is that I was able to spend a few more memorable minutes with Oso and Tabby in the backyard lawn one last time like we had thousands of times before.

Oso road very quietly in the back of our car. It was kind of strange. She really wasn’t panting much like she normally would. Especially considering the heat of that day. I cried the entire way. I had no tears of joy. They were all tears of grief and anger at myself for not paying closer attention to Oso’s needs on that steaming hot day. I was already convinced years ago that it would be very hard for me to let this exceedingly unique, extremely loyal dog breath her last breathe. I had always known that it would be ME that would ultimately take it from her. She was tuff as nails. She was not going to take her own last breath, fall over and die. No way. This dog was the original Comeback Kid. Somebody would have to *take* her breath away from her because she convinced me long ago that she would forever keep herself alive just to see me happy. Sadly, I wholeheartedly agreed that one day that particular *somebody* would be me. Let me be blunt. That *I* would have to take her last breath away from her MYSELF. That I would have to be the one to march Oso to her grave. Everyone that had known Oso knew she was semi-indestructible. And as such they knew I would be “the caretaker”. Something I have dreaded for years. The inevitable. Something I was reminded of for the last 2 to 3 years. Frequently being reminded by her former owners what Oso’s age was. I knew all those small facts and a lot more. I knew this dog in ways that some people may never even know their own significant others. I’m proud of that.

I sat for 10 minutes with Oso outside the Vet’s under a large, cool awning. Only moments before anxiously confirming an earlier fear I had. That Oso would attempt to place her head on the ground before any other body part when I slowly let her down from my arms towards the ground. I decided I would give it a go just to hopefully collect some invaluable last minute closure to the decision I was about to make. I felt so very many feelings and memories race through my mind, panic evident across my face & in my body language as I caved into the inevitable reality that the EXACT day in my and Oso’s lives had come after years of waiting. I was extra hurt at that very moment because I confirmed there was absolutely no way she could walk, let alone stand. What I had feared at the house was that Oso’s brain had *possibly* been effected as it was (temporarily/permanently?) with the first stroke. This was obvious now and confirmed. However, no one…and I mean no one will ever know whether Oso’s faculties were effected temporarily or permanently. In my heart I believe is the answer. That my Oso would have battled back yet again. That through our collective love for each other and the help of our “therapy dog” Tabby, that Oso would once again come roaring back with a wagging tail and a smile on her face. I truly still feel the pain as I watch my remaining Tabby dog look around in bewilderment where her “stable mate” had suddenly disappeared to. This is truly saddening for both myself and of course Tabby. For it was not just I who lost a best friend, but also my Golden Retriever, Tabby. To see Tabby run down their dog path until reaching the gate to wait for me, and see her quickly turn around to wait for the slower Oso to come trotting along is heartbreaking. Tabby has gone from sniffing around the dog pen to find Oso, to displaying feelings of lose, withdrawal and sadness. I honestly never would have thought such an independent dog like Tabby was capable of such deep feelings. Lose is real. And we both feel the pain. As blessed as I am, I may have Tabby another 6 great years!

So why did I do what I did? Why did I cry my head off, clutching Oso for the last time as she lay completely still….even blissful on the doctor’s table? Why did I give the ok to administer lethal injection in her veins? Why did I hug her one last time, turn around in pain, and walk away from her never to see her gray muzzle poke out of her dog house again? And why did I agree in effect to take Oso away from her favorite dog friend, never to see Tabby again? Why did I essentially agree to massage her only one last time on the very day of her passing, May 3rd, 2004? And why did I consciously choose to give her back to The Lord? Why? Some days I just don’t know.

 

Oso Taught Me 5 Important Aspects About Life:  

That if I blink, life will pass me by.
Through Oso, I vicariously have learned to “seize the day” as was preached in the movie Dead Poets Society. I have learned first hand from watching Oso slowly wind down like a clock in her later years, that enjoying those I love while I still have them is of paramount importance.
What it feels like being 100% responsible for another life.
Along with my Tabby dog, Oso furthered my working understanding about what all goes into being completely 100% *responsible* for another living, breathing being other than myself. It is both a humbling and deeply rewarding feeling knowing my dogs totally depend on me.
How I feel about animals.
Animals are more than capable of closing the gap and making up the difference between lonliness & happiness in a person’s life. So much so, that I truly hope people place them near the top of their list if they can commit 15 years to another breathing, caring animal. Smiles abound.
How I feel about other people.
That although I love people in general, I am quite disturbed just how negligent they can be at times towards the ones they love. This of course does not only include their own pets, but also their significant others. For this very reason I now offer dog walking for dogs in need.
How I feel about myself.
I learned so much about myself through this dog’s life, and in her death. Of course my Tabby dog is also included, as I have learned much from her as well. It is simply too personal to shed any further light on this. If you are close to your pets, you know what I am talking about.
 

What I Will Miss About My Beautiful Oso (Merely A Sample)  

How she and my Tabby dog would lift me up so high, when I was feeling oh so low. I had lost my business, my girlfriend, exhausted my financial reserves in a failed business venture, and to add insult to injury-needed to “bunk up” with my blessed best friend David Jeffrey Brown. David and Andrew Vincent Nieves got things going in the right direction for me. But it wasn’t until I had adopted both Tabby and Oso that my life was securely back on track. I owe a huge debt of gratitude to The Lord for providing these pieces of the puzzle in my comeback. Oso and Tabby provided just what I needed, just when I needed it. They loved me unconditionally. While others ran *from* me, Oso and Tabby *ran* to me. I learned vicariously through them that to concentrate on others peoples needs and our pets, that we completely realize with open eyes just how blessed in fact we really are.

All the times she would stick her gray muzzle out of her dog house with Tabby when I came outside in the pouring rain to check up on them. Didn’t matter how hard it was raining, they would just come out running knowing their Papa would give them loving care and fun play time in the dry solace of our shed. It’s heart breaking to know that Tabby and I will be doing that all alone without Oso. We will not forget you Oso!

The “Hero’s Welcome” that she and my Tabby dog would always throw me when I arrived home in my car. Sheesh, you would almost think I never gave these dogs a lick of attention at all. Of course there couldn’t be anything further from the truth. And therein lies the answer. They often went completely bonkers practically pitching a conniption fit when I arrived because they knew if they would give me an agility performance that I would surely reciprocate with allowing them out of their pen so they could go “hog wild”. Believe me, it almost takes some getting used to seeing your dogs go so crazy happy that their practically doing cartwheels just because you came home from the market.

Massaging Oso. Plenty an hour gone by spent in quality time with her. We commonly attempted to work through her physical challenges. Didn’t matter in the end if I ever obtained results or not though (I did). What she really wanted was my loving attention. Anything else was icing on the cake. But she enjoyed her massages and so did I! She needed someone to care for her, and I needed someone to care for. And care about. “Oso, papa will miss massaging you nearly every day of the week. I am very, very sorry that it was too little too late. But I was so excited and proud when you finally let me know in your own special way that the reason you always looked at the ground when you walked was because your neck muscles were so overly contracted.
I sincerely say “thank you” for allowing me to correct that for you through massage. I can not tell you what happiness you gave me to finally see you able to consistently hold your head high, look straight into my eyes and wage your tail with joy whenever I would come to let you pups out of your pen.”

Walking and running with her in the Brea Cleveland National Forest foothills with Tabby on the “point”. Our backyard and ole stomping grounds here. Where Oso, Tabby and myself would run around in circles without the limits of leashes or the concerns of cars. Some good little trials that we shared memories on. My heart was broken when I finally gave up the idea of taking her up in the hills anymore due to her growing chest and shoulder pain. Glucosamine & Chrondrotin were of marginal help as I believe the problems were only distantly correlated with her joint movement. The day later came that I decided she no longer could weather walks around the block was another blow. She was aging. But this dog just “kept on keeping on”. The ability to fight on with a smile on her face and a tongue hanging out of her mouth was contagious.

Just how badly she wanted to always run in the yard. Because of the growth in her chest, it really created a breathing problem for her when she overexerted herself. It may have been heart worm. I only had her ingesting parasite herbs for a very short time sadly and blame myself for not acquiring the knowledge to do this earlier. Guys, please take responsibility for helping your own pets. Doctors and Vets simply don’t care about them like we do. Educate yourself and then ACT! Later, that very same chest problem dove-tailed into a shoulder problem that really deterred her from running around freely. But I digress. What was real heartwarming was when she would regularly decide to mentally forget about the pain and just break into full blown sprints that came out of nowhere. At an out of shape 65 pounds, this black Labrador would put a smile on even the saddest face. She was just funny like that. When other dogs were around she would give it a go for a few minutes. Wobble around in measured pain for awhile afterwards, only to typically follow it up with down right quick blasts of energy. Smiles.

She was such a lover. She was a black Labrador, so you know this to be basically true across the board for this breed. It’s no wonder why Labs and Golden Retrievers are 2 of the most popular dogs in the US. They live up to their reputation as lovable, gregarious animals that live their lives to bring joy to the family that owns them. You simply can’t go wrong with these 2 breeds. My other pup is a beautiful Retriever. If you are looking for a family dog that is also good with kids, look no further.
What made my Labrador Oso so special was that she thought she was a 65 pound “lap dog.” You know-the small 10 pound dogs that typically like to sleep at the end of your bed or attempt to cuddle up in your lap as you watch Seinfield or Frasier on TV. Oso was like that. If you walked away from her, she would just slowly catch up to you. It amazed me how she only cared about people, regularly overlooking other dogs. Although she by far was most concerned with receiving attention from me her Papa, she would occasionally pander to anyone who would pet her. If a dog was walking with their owner on a leash, she would bypass any interest in the dog and nudge her nose against the persons leg to get attention. Being around so many dogs I’ve learned this. There are simple a *very* small segment of the dog populace that are extremely “tuned into” and really only care about humans. Rarely even giving a second glance at other dogs.

It just blew my mind and was quite humbling to know that even when feeding Oso her favorite chicken thighs with bones, that she would wait to eat it if she knew I would spend even a few moments petting her. Ten times out of ten this incredible dog of mine would choose to receive attention from her Papa even over her favorite food. If you have ever fed your dogs raw meaty bones, you know just how miraculous this is. My other independent dog Tabby would have been 20 feet away in the corner protecting her coveted “kill” before I even looked up. While Oso on the other hand would continue to ask for more petting, massage and chit chat from me until I stopped. Only then would she enjoy her second favorite past time of gobbling up meat. Unsurpassed loyalty that no money, food or other distraction could every replace.

This dog loved me! I mean unequivocally and completely unconditionally. We both possess codependent personalities in a sense, whereas my other dog Tabby is very independent and typically expresses only one emotion which is happiness. My relation with Oso before she quietly slipped away was much closer. This dog really floored me with the diversity of emotions she could call up and express to me. IF I hadn’t gone out to spend time with the dogs on a particular day, she would mope around her pen looking gloomy as can be imagined. She would probably stave to death of attention before she would ever starve from the lack of food. Fortunately, I was nearly always there for her. And she was *always* there for me. If you have one of these types of dogs, then you know what I am describing. Completely devoted to giving their owner 100% attention when in each others presence. Whereas an independent, fun loving playful dog like my Tabby could be just as happy running off and playing with the neighbors dog. Oso was different. Where ever I went, there she was. Needing more attention from me, and returning it 100% back.
Believe me, if you have been leading a life of lonliness and can confidently commit to 15 years, I think you will be blown away with just how much a dog can love you and make you feel wanted and alive. Needless to say, matching a persons personality traits with a particular dog breed is highly suggested. This is critical. So what made Oso so different? She *needed* me. And I *needed* her.

Well, I’ll quit while I’m ahead. There are simply too many feelings and thoughts I have for this beautiful dog to thank for on a simple computer screen. Knowing myself and the retrospection I involve myself in, I surmise I will achieve further catharsis in this healing crisis I now feel by adding future thoughts. I have already forgiven myself. I rationalize that for some of us deeply caring people, I imagine this makes things more meaningful as we fight back the tears of joy, pain and remembrance for the ones that have sustained us. But I did not sustain Oso. In fact, assuredly The Lord used her to sustain ME, her Papa Todd. And for that, I publicly thank The Lord Almighty.

The times she would astonish us with an impromptu leap onto the bed to take cover from the rolling thunder outside. If you saw Oso, you would probably be as shocked as we were. Agile she was not. Funny she was. Her and Tabby are mucho scared of intense thunder.

6 Years ago when me and Tabby my Retriever moved in, we met the resident dog of the house, Oso. Of course from this day forward, she was considered my dog. Long story short, while Oso and Tabby where working out who was going to play Alpha Female, they had got into a fight. It was so pitch black I really couldn’t make out the dogs. I wanted to drench them with the hose but it was too far. I tried to break them up by kicking them and got a nice surprise of my own. One of the two grazed my ankle bone. Since Oso is pure black I think it was here that caught my ankle, as I could faintly see Tabby’s yellow coat in the fog. 6 Years later the scar is as visible as ever. Thanks for the memory Oso.

“That’s My Oso Baby!”
 

What I Learned In Oso’s Later Years That I Wished I Knew In Her Younger Years  

I’ve Learned That The Commercial Dog Kibble We Feed Our Pets IS Toxic And Contributes To Their Early Demise
http://www.healthinsync.com/ I believe you can send a sample of your dog or cat’s favorite pet food to this company and for $40 they will test it for various toxins such as solvents, chemicals, heavy metals and microbial organisms. On this company’s home page click the link called “Services”, then click the “syncrometer” hyperlink. This discusses a few of their diagnostic services. There are of course other companies utilizing different equipment that can readily provide you with similar testing I believe. What I have learned about *commercial* dog kibble has completely changed my mind about pet feeding. Feeding my dogs a *raw diet* is the only solution for me for better health attainment in my pets. Think about it for a moment. Our canine pals are carnivorous wild animals that have been domesticated over the last 2 centuries. They’re closely related to coyotes and wolves and as such have natural instincts to kill other smaller animals and eat their kill *raw* and uncooked. To eat raw, meaty bones is not only more natural than eating the commercial dead food we buy for them at the store, but is immensely more nutritious and immeasurably safer. We can thank all the big money advertising firms for leading us astray. They would have us believing that laboratory conceived, commercially distributed kibble is more nutritious for our dogs compared to a RAW DIET. Even to go so far as to say their extruded bagged ingredients are a complete source of nutrition for our pets. I say hogwash and rubbish. Marketing and hype, pure and simple guys.

As far as the ingredients used in our dog kibble, I encourage you as a caring dog owner to read your bagged kibble label and then research those ingredients. It’s not pretty. Question? Were dogs, coyotes, and wolves running off to their local Walmart to pick up a bag of Purina Puppy Chow say just 60 years? No, they weren’t. They were fed a raw diet that mostly included raw meats and bones which are *infinitely* more nutritious than that toxin riddled bagged crap they peddle. Additionally, I’m of the opinion that these same manufacturers are totally negligent in implementing further research to ensure that the bagged kibble they market is safe from the *solvents* they commonly use to clean their machines. Yes, they end up in the kibble and into our dogs. And have they made certain that immune compromising heavy metals and harmful chemicals soups are removed in their kibble ingredients? And what about molds, fungi and parasites? Believe me guys, these manufacturers are not only completely unaware of these types of concerns, but you can be darn sure they wouldn’t care or do anything about it if they were certain they existed in their toxic chemical soups we call bagged and canned dog kibble. Instead of holding the dog food manufacturers and medically oriented Veterinarians responsible for my pets health, I prefer now to instead hold *myself* responsible for my pets health. There is nothing more powerful than “self help.”

So what have I changed? I started feeding Tabby and Oso when she was alive primarily raw, meaty bones like chicken, beef, turkey, rabbit as well as organ meats and various other essentials. This is of course in the absence of the commercially available kibble I formerly fed and personally feel is very toxic to our pets. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/rawdiet/ This pet raw diet forum is a good place to start your quest for information about feeding your pets a raw, natural diet. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/K9Kitchen/ is another fine forum to exchange ideas on the topic of pet raw feeding. If you would like to do a search engine search you could use the acronym “BARF” or simply type in “bones and raw feeding/food” for your dogs and cats. An amazing resource on the topic of pet raw feeding is here: http://www.njboxers.com/. You will find all manner of info on the topic including resources galore.
 
I Will Work With Holistic Veterinarians For Future Health Challenges My Tabby Has Whereas In The Past I Sadly Used Medically Minded Vets
I base my opinions on information collected. I will do my best to use the services of *holistically* oriented veterinarians in the future when faced with the challenges my Tabby (remaining dog) presents. I believe far and away now that “holistic veterinarians” are more interested in providing *solutions* for my pets problems than medically oriented vets are today. Like human Alternative and Complementary Healthcare practitioners, holistic veterinarians are much more focused on the underlying causes to our pets problems. I have found them to look into the challenges that animals possess and diligently research the true underlying problems and address them with NATURAL solutions. Holistic Vets commonly use *natural* herbs versus the commonly administered laboratory created, synthetic drugs from medically oriented Vets we today call “Medicine.” Synthetic “medicine” versus natural herbs and the like? No competition. From here forward I will be seeking the most natural form of remedies for my pets and do my best to shun anything made in a laboratory.

Along the same lines, my medically oriented Vet cut out a necrotic (dead, unvascularized-unoxygenated) mass in Oso’s chest. Back then I did not have the presence of mind to ask how they feel it was formed and if they had suggestions how I can deter it from recurring. Naturally like most allopathic doctors/Vets, they never said a word about future PREVENTION. They are happy to continue to CUT, CHEMO, and DRUG our family pets which often times become the very problems which lead to their early demise-not the solution at all. Long story short, after only a year a completely new mass had reformed in her chest in the very same area. Necrotic tissue? I think not! That mass had a lot to do with further complications, creating a domino affect that promoted further walking and running challenges for my Oso. I have learned from this experience as well as many others, that complementary and alternative veterinarian healthcare will be my first line of defense for my current Tabby dog and any future pets. Similiarly, I will never again discount the positive value and benefits that massage therapy, chiropractics and other invaluable manual modalities can have towards increasing the longevity and happiness in my own dogs.
 
Utilizing Indicated And Appropriate Herbs For Our Pets Health Challenges And Maintenance Can Prolong Their Health And Happiness
Additionally, I have also learned a bit too late the value of buying over the counter herbs for my dogs. From this day forward I will administer appropriate herbs and other formulations as the cornerstone for maintaining and promoting my pets health. Continually. I have learned the value of anti microbial herbs to provide a powerful punch in deworming our pets. Administered once or twice a year can go a long way to keeping the microbial monsters that attempt to infest our pets at bay. http://www.petmedicinechest.com/ is an example of a great online company that sells all manner of herbs for various types of challenges your pets may have. I highly recommend their newsletter also. I am not affiliated with them in any way, but have found them to simply provide an excellent example of just how many conditions in which quality, well researched herbs can be utilized for. Drclarkia.com sells a phenomenal parasite tincture that is delivered in liquid form. I am currently using this parasite cleaning tincture for my dog Tabby with great results. It is a product that has rightfully gained an exceptional reputation.
 
Using Various Parasite Tinctures Against Microbes Our Dogs Surely Possess Is A Strategy I Will Forever Employ Now
Which leads me to mention something else on my mind. My dogs have taught me another strange, but valuable lesson. That humans, like our pets, are also carriers of a vast amount of bacteria, viruses, molds, fungi, and yes parasitic worms too. How do we contract them? Through various means that is beyond the scope of this web page. Suffice it to say, one challenge that we pet owners have is the daily concern of contracting these microbes from our own pets. Again, we can obtain these live microbes from *anywhere*. However, a little talked about, but well known source is of course own family pets. I have learned from reading as well as personal experience that this is not only a truth, but one that can help potentially promote the health and happiness of YOU AND YOUR PETS. Yes, our dogs DO have microbes of all types and they can and often do transmit those to us as their caretakers. This is not something to freak out about, however I have learned at least for myself to take appropriate measures to kill those pathogens in vivo within myself and my dogs. If you are interested in learning more about microbes and your health in an effort to extrapolate that information to caring for your dogs, I recommend the book The Cure For All Diseases written by the finest alternative researcher alive today, Hulda Clark. Although she does talk briefly about animals, it is a book written predominately for humans and discusses many health conditions. Putting it conservatively, it will blow your mind. Clark’s The Cure For All Aids And HIV book is the resource she has chosen to release her most updated research. If you enjoyed the first book, you can read about some of her newest research she has presented in the 2003 released HIV book. Don’t worry about the HIV title, if you liked the Cure For All Diseases book, you will find the information she has presented in the HIV book a continuation.
 
Dog And Cat Flea Collars Are Toxic And Do Far More Harm Than Good
I reserve this as my opinion based on information collected. Your animal is wearing a chemical soup of toxic material built into those collars if they are wearing one now. They may kill fleas, but at what cost? It could compromise your pets health. Do your homework on pesticides that are commonly used in flea collars to delivery their killing punch. Although I have never used one, I surely know better to after researching the potential dangers. Along the same lines, I have learned that several of the ingredients found in our dog washing shampoo are very “suspect” as well. Due diligence will go a long way.
 
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